  People often describe me as one hell of a selfish bitch.  ( especially by the love of my life)  well,  i guess i was just born that way.  it's something that i don't apologize for.
 i mean,  at least im being honest.  today is my 24th birthday.  am i happy?  hmmm.  yes i am.
 im employed.  i recently got regularized,  so im now a certified professional eavesdropper.  im surrounded by friends.  friends i oh- so care abt.
 i have a significant other who loves and takes care of me.  bears with me no matter how bitchy i get.  i have a home with the love of my life.  a home we've built together.  my place of refuge,  away from the sometimes cruel world.
 i have parents who love me in spite of distance and individual difference.  people who are always there to pamper me just when i thought im all grown up.  :  today is my 24th birthday.  im not always sure of what im doing.  i don't know what else is in store for me.
 im just as excited as iv always been to wake up to a new day ( errr,  night?  since im working nights?  whatever.  and face life's new challenges.
 am i scared?  hmmmm.  of course i am.  i mean,  who isn't?  but what the hell!
 i have a job ( which by the way,  im learning to love.  thanks to my friends at work!  i have friends ( who i've tried and tested to be always there for me no matter what,
 whatever my sked is!  parents to keep me young ( i'll always be their baby!  i have my forever to keep me sane for all of eternity and a home to keep me safe when i feel like breaking down ( works for me much like my very own fantasy land!  so,
 im happy!  bwahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!  oh and by the way,  it's friday the 13th.  bwahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaa!
