  you know. i have always wondered what is life about. is it worth it,  achieving your goals just to know that you will have to let go in the end?
 i have thought about it for quite a while. we achieve our goals for the sake of making the most out of our lifes. right?  well its the only answer i can think of. but there are lots of people out there who fail to achieve their goals due to unavoidable problems.
some accept the fact. sadly some don't. because of this they suffer for the rest of their lifes.  life is short although 70 years sounds long. but keep in mind that our life is like a thin thread that can break at any moment. fortunately i realised this earlier. i have learnt to appreciate the wonderful people around me more,  to enjoy and not be too serious and reserved,  and to do stuff i want to do.  although my dreams are not fulfilled yet,  all i can do is be sastified with what i have and just try as hard as i can to achieve them. as long as God allows me to.
 me after a party. enjoying life. hehe 
