  Today is the sadness day in my life. I don’t know what I done? Why this always happen on me? Is that I take it too serious or I am so naïve? I feel the gap in between me and my best friend begin became wider. She going back to her own birth place, she might not come back over here. I know this day will come, but I don’t want it to became like this, this kind a of ending. I don’t get to know her boyfriend, what I know is through photo and from her. I don’t know what the hell she doing right now, all I know is about something connection with her religion.
I feel I am so far away from her, even like today we suppose to meet up but she didn’t reply my invitation until the last 30 min from the time we suppose to meet up then only call me up. I been waiting for her reply for 2 days until today itself I even message her to remind her. What she thinking??
Is that I am some kind of backup? I am someone not worth for her to spend her time? She leaving soon, very soon, I don’t get to see her, message her, and phone her. I feel I really been abandon. She been so busy, she doesn’t even plan to have another meet up with me. I am the person that keeps on inviting her; I am a silly and foolish person. 
