  Hey… today ish a SUPER demoralising day 4 me.  Starts off with school.  Oh well… school ish cool for me… nice n sort…
very rare… anyway… till guitar came.  Toking abt guitar… make my blood boil.  Ok…
starts off with d debriefing 4 guitar nite… ah well everything went nice la… until… they announced d new exco ppl… as u’ ve guessed…
from my start… u mite guess that I’ m not one of d peepz in d exco la… oh well… went to cry n stuff ya… and after that…
I asked miying wad happen n wad haf I done… she gave me lots of shit excuses n reasons… one ish because of my blog… LET ME CLARIFY… note d caps* mr choo made it clear that it is not by other factors that influence that committee’
s decision… but by the interview… so… by saying this… it implies that ONLY the interview is taken to account… HOWEVER…
these guitar exco EX members bring in my blog… HALLO… let me tell ya all… a blog is an online diary.  IF YA DUN UNDERSTAND WADS D MEANING OF A DIARY… LOOK UP A DICTIONARY…
ya… so it gives someone privacy n stuff… n by bringing my blog into consideration… u r not doing things professionally.  U r inflicting emotions into account of d exco selection which ish not wad Mr choo had said alrite… so…
on my online diary… I can write wadeva shit I want to express my anger… it doesn’ t mean that I’ m not passive means I m nasty n stuff… HUMANS HAF EMOTIONS…
AND HUMANS SHOW EMOTIONS N VENT ANGER IN DIFF WAYS… so guys out there… plz… gong si fen ming… aka plz draw d line btwn ur own emotions n work… freakinghell…
oh ya… by saying I cannot work wif others… I m temperamental and stuff… plz la… u ppl ask urself… J*
 NOT temperamental meh?  J*  haf good PR skills mehz?  J*  really so ZAI meh?  Anw…
no hard feelings against J* juz by using examples ony… but d truth… ok… so tell me… wad haf these ppl done to deserve their positions?
 TELL ME!  Did they stay back in sch till 7 everyday slogging 4 d 2pid banner when its commented as ugly?  Did they think of creative ways to improve d banner?  Did they even bother to inhale as much paint as me… during my free period n stuff?  NO!
 It’ s me!  Fine la… I want things to be done my way… haf u seen others?  D banner I wanted it to look nice n stuff…
u guys thot I want things to b done MY WAY… FUCKINGHELL LA!  I’ m juz giving instructions for d banner… if not happy… d banner can juz b as plain as b4 de u noe?
 FUCK D HELL LA!  When everything go nice n smooth… u guys said nothing… when coming to commenting abt me… being bad n stuff… FUCK LA!
 U think of SO many things… anw… it’ s not my point… it’ s like I dun see a VALID reason y my post is being stripped off juz liddat…
seriously… FUCKYHELL u noe… if u were in my shoes… slogged like hell… in d end,  I juz get back nothing…
I think u will understand me… but guess u guys out there juz hate ppl hu take more ‘ initiative’ n think we r bossy… fine by all means… I juz wanna tell u guys…
ITS NOT FAIR!
