  i almost told yamma about peter. almost. he got mad becuz i wanted to talk to chris, n i thought that maybe if i told him about peter, he would understand....but thank god i didnt have to.
i dont think i would be able to sleep tonight if i had. i'll tell him eventually i guess...but not yet. not right now. i cant. like...iono....i mean, i want to, but i cant...i want to tell him so many things...i want to tell lots of people lots of stuff, but its just one of those things where u can't bring urself to say it...cuz it hurts so much... 
