  This morning is promising, and I feel so much better. Sleep, plus talking it out with my parents, plus listening to music helped out a lot.
I've had time to think about it. I finished my book yesterday. She led the worst life ever. If anyone should need a book to read, you should read She's Come Undone , by Wally Lamb. It's a good book, maybe a little depressing. I'm not going to paint today, because there is some rain coming. That's fine with me, but I would like to get the job finished.
I don't like the feeling that whenever I am wasting time, like sitting on my couch watching the second hand move, that I could be out doing work. It makes me feel unproductive. That's fine though. So I'm in marching band now. That's... cool. Heh, but no, it really is cool. It's in the morning so now I have something to do. Plus a lot of my friends are there.
David, Katie, Cody. Darn, I said a lot of my friends, and named off three people. I don't really know Katie that well, but it would be pretty cool to get to know her better. She is nice and all the jazz. Well, I think I have a renewed interest in Gob, and with good reason. They are awesome. Yesterday I listened to them with the suggestion from Bunni. Thanks... 
