  Greece...I wasn't sure at first if I really wanted to go there for 10 entire days with only my parents but I'll tell ya what , I'm looking forward to it SO much!!
I need vacation so badly...need it to have time to think about certain things...things that have been bothering me more and more...my feelings are all mixed up.
What to do? I don't know. And nobody can help me on that one. I have to make certain decisions in my life by myself but you guys know how much I even hate the smallest decisions, so I don't even wanna start talking about how much I hate this one I'm gonna have to make some time really soon. Before Greece? After Greece...? I don't know. I have to make up my mind. That is, I actually already kind of did. But well. This is bs. Everything seems so ridiculous. I can't manage this situation any more.
I just can't stand it. But how can I make this end? Shit. By the way, thanks for all your comments on my last blog. It helped me a lot. And anonymous, I doN't know you but ya it's good to know that even people who don't really know me that well don't think I'm a bitch. Thanks. 
