  Gosh, there are so many things that have been going on lately in my life. Today, the rollar coaster has taken me to Baltimore, MD, where I am fusing together Damon's life, my life and more of who I am. I was not looking forward to this weekend, but after being here less than 24 hours, I have learned a lot about Damon, his friends and myself. (They are all awesome! ) And as I used to do at home, sit and contemplate about my life, past, present and future, I have been having the chance to do it here as well.
I like this times that I can reflect on who I am and define myself more productively. There are times in my life like this weekend where I can really see the distinction of who I was, who I am and who I want to be. Who I was: growing up in a broken household, no trust or honesty, fending for myself, on the defense. Getting what I worked for and nothing more. Who I am: Learning to trust and be more honest. Loving the experiences that comes my way. FingTB. You know that sort-of laid back kind of lifestyle. The trust in friends and life will be okay. Who I want to be: I don't know. I know that I shouldn't have a deasset clue about who that person is. I want to learn to be open and honest and trusting. Babble, babble, balle. I have to go get ready for the wedding. 
