  well this is my first entry to the blog, let it go on record I am not sure I want to do this...It feels a bit to public, but what the hell.
Just entered week 21 and my belly is OUT THERE for the world to comment on. No hiding now. Feeling pretty good, but tired and HUNGRY!!!
Just can't seem to eat enough, so every two hours the monster within...Must feed. but really, feeling much better, just trying to figure out the " work thing", I am so used to working at a feverish pitch on production work or catering, it became clear over the weekend I have to move slower I have to find work that allows me to move slower. We live at such a fast pace here. I find it very odd to move slower in NYC, one feels very vulnerable to the movement of the crowd,One becomes hyper aware of how people around you move and one spends a lot of energy trying to not get run over or hit by passing the bodies.
FUNNY STORY: I was walking at Port authority bus terminal on 42nd St. The other night, and two big loud rather intimidating men where sitting there, and I hear, "oh yea, hey baby! " I stopped in my tracks and started to laugh, and said" do you mean me or the baby? " pointing to my stomach.
He stopped cold, a moment that could have gone either way , suddenly he laughed and apologized. I said later to all, got to get some chocolate, baby needs sugar! v 
