  I was supposed to be working right now .. but so many thoughts are disturbing and blocking the working side of my brain ,this state of complete numbness is called "vagabundagem" in my native language Portuguese .I've been feeling this way often lately ( too many cigarettes and lack of Hachiko ? ).. I still have 8 days and 3 hours to work in this sucky office, not that it is too bad to work here but sometimes I feel like I lost good part of my life for nothing .. okay.. there were good things too like ... (5 minutes later ) damn! I'm trying to remember but nothing comes up... hunn.. I have a good diversity of colorful pens in my drawer and I have time to write my blog . Humans , we are such a complicated thing at the same time so simple. I'm getting blue.. I want to think about things that make me happy ,I think everyone should have a list of things that make them happy and carry it everywhere.
Let me see : brownies with vanilla ice-cream while I watch cartoons,interesting books inside the train ,dogs and cats (too bad I can't have them right now),feeling dizzy,my Yummi touching my nose,feet massage after a long walking,fat people ( it makes me look thin),dancing,imagining a bright future..imagination in general! I better go back to"work" now.. shit ! 
