  Can you believe 6 weeks ago at 10:08pm tonight I pushed this beautiful little boy into this world?? He is such an awesome little guy! I can't get over how drowned I am in these feelings of love and devotion to him.
But with Kaden is like WHAM and I'm knocked down by it again. This is all awesome and am truly blessed to be experiencing the "perfect image of motherhood".. you know, the image of a breastfeeding mom in the rocker smiling down at her infant in radiant happiness... the one everyone says is a rare thing to happen... it happened to me! Steve is going in to get his Vasectomy next Wednesday, June 16th at nearly the crack of dawn. It's about time he got an appointment, after over a month of trying!! I don't know how I feel about this whole thing, a part of me wants one more, but I never want to be on hormone BC again. Oh well, there's reversals right? I think that's about it for the moment.. 
