  What the hell is my problem?! Okay so I leave for camp tomorrow and I'm going mental. I love camp, it's been my home away from home for going on nine years and now suddenly I don't wanna leave.
And it's all because of one thing... my amazing friends. I know camp is gonna be the same amazing experience that I have every year. The kids are gonna be awesome and the counselors are gonna be a blast but I can't help thinking how much I want my friends to be with me there. To experience the campfire and the just awesome-ness that is camp. Augh, but I know they can't and it makes me want to cry. I've never been this close to so many people before; it's frightening. I think that's why I've never be homesick before, not a little, not at all. I never really had anyone to miss before. Now, don't get me wrong. I'm excited for camp but I've gotta face the fact that I don't know any of the JCs or CITs (hardly) and I know things about my friends that no one else does.
Four weeks is a long time. It's a long time to be away from Sobe, Kay, Page and Potts, Nemo and Hanus and even Kopetsky. I'm gonna miss them all in their own little ways. Auhhh, four weeks. How can I go without my friends for four weeks? 
