  Hello there world. This is pretty exciting. I hope I will be better at this than I am in my written Journal. I guess I am going to start off with a question and I rather odd request- here it goes: Currently I am sitting at my desk at work- pretending to do work. It is a slow day so I am not feeling particularly guilty (which is an emotion I am very familiar with) To the untrained eye one would think I have achieved quite a bit at this point of my life. I have gradated Uni with my BA in International Development- I worked overseas in South East Asia for about 9 months- and now I work at the non profit which inspired me to go into development work in the first place.
That sounds pretty good. What is my deal you may ask? I have no freaking idea. I do not feel very content in my life. Currently, I am also working at a waitress in a funky little Thai restaurant to save up money to go traveling in UK and Europe in september which means I will leave my job to become a bum. ahhh well. What I want to know is IS THIS A GOOD DECISION FOR ME? I do want to state at this point that I am not currently at the position I want to be at in the organization if that makes a difference.
My goodness, why does my first Journal entry have to be so depressing. I will stop going on now - If anyone comes across this and has any insight let me know! Because this is new and exciting. I may write more later on today. Love ya later, mj 
