  Wearing: Listening to: Feeling: Cuts today: -+- &nbsp; Oh god I'm stupid.. I've just cut my wrist twice with a kitchen knife.. it's so much more painful than my little razors..thank shit it's shallow..Jesus, I thought I wanted to die, I really did want to..but I'm still here. I don't want to leave those I love because I can't deal with things. Fuck..I'm not really composed enough to type something long..but I'm sorry to those close to me, I am...but it won't end here. I'll still be here. I'll pull through, I'm strong enough..I am..it'll stop bleeding soon.. 
