  This isn't going to be my only post today, I was just thinking about a few things and wanted to jot them down some where. As you already know I live with my bestfriend, whom I care for deeply-possibly even love. But we are starting to grow apart and I don't like that.
We have always had a great friendship and a great sexual relationship also, but lately we have both been depressed and its affecting us. For starters we stopped having sex..I think I miss that more then our friendship. She doesn't think that she is good when it comes to sex but I think she is.
I'm the dominante one in the bedroom and I have tried to tell her that she is great but she going through a phase where she thinks she is fat, bad in bed, blah blah blah. She is a spoiled brat at times and I try not to lose my temper with her but oh well, what are ya to do? You tell me, when you want to be with someone so bad that you dream about them what do you do? She knows how I feel but she doesn't seem to be having the same problem I am with her being stand-offish.
Oh well, I guess it's time to move on and find a new partner. Any one interested...lol 
