  I'm not crazy. I'm just committed. I have a life beyond my obsession of Annah. I have many things that take up my time.
My job for instance. I show up almost every day and usually accomplish something every week. Not much, but something. I think that is important. I also have a family. Kids and everything. My children think I am the greatest father in the world.
Quite a few other people do also, but I think that the kids had more to do with it than I did. I will tell you the type of person that I am...my kid's friends, ranging in age from 12 to 22, come to me for advice and counsel and guidance before they go anywhere else. They trust that I will guide them straight, with wisdom, and without bias. And that I do. Another thing that is important to me is God.
You might be thinking...what a crazy guy. He is married and chasing this other chica around, yet he says God is important to him. And I say - yep, that's right. And get this...I am a total conservative, fundementalist christian. And yes, I expect that at many levels my desire to have a friendship with Annah is wrong. But friendship is all I want, really. Yeah, God and I are working on what all this means. Don't condemn me for it, I do well enough condemning myself. 
