  I am not: someone who keeps too many secrets. I hurt: myself by not doing anything when something needs to be done. I love: to be with people I hate: being alone I fear: being alone I forget: to tell people how much they mean to me I remember: everything that isn't important I imagine: how it would feel to be loved I hope: that someday I will be able to walk with my head up. I crave: acceptance I regret: nothing and everything at the same time. I care: for those who want me to. I always: feel that I could have done better. I want: to know how it feels to be alone with somebody who loves me.
I feel alone: because I am. I listen: only when I'm not talking. I hide: my feelings from other people. I pretend: to myself that I am enjoying life. I drive: too fast I sing: badly I cry: when the moment requires it. I destroy: my hope in the world around me. I dance: when drunk. I write: because I get easily opinionated. I wake: slowly. I breathe: the sweet smell of failure. I play: with other people's arguments. I venture: my opinion too often I find: the most beautiful things in the strangest places. I pray: never.
I miss: my life. I kiss: badly? I succeed: when I don't fail. I search: for a reason to keep on searching. I learn: something new every day I feel: like I am the only person in the world who is going through a shit period in their life. I know: what constant loneliness can feel like. I joke: because if I didn't then I would cry. I say: whatever it is I'm thinking. I change: my opinions of people too easily. I fail: because I can't be bothered.
I dream: when awake and asleep. I believe: that there is nothing after death. I wonder: whether I will ever find somebody who will in fact want to be with me. I want: someone. I worry: constantly. I wish: I fight: inner demons. I need: sanctity. I am: alone. 
