  My mind enforces indifference Forbidding me to take a chance With a total stranger that I’ve known forever Who proclaims his longing to be my lover Unless the red light of our closeness Begins to flash in front of my self-protective glasses My heart forces me to cross speedily By any means necessary Am I selfish?
My body experiences an aspiration Every time we share a conversation For you to look absorbedly into my eyes As your black body brushes horizontally against mine Only then will you see my pure feelings about you and me Come closer and look deeper so you can see How I wish we could fly far away from here To another life where we could be free Am I crazy? The way you caress my soul Takes me out of control You penetrate into my spirit In way that I can’t explain it Every engagement leaves a satisfaction That fills my essence up with more desperation You leave me with a sensation so surreal That I’m full of guilt for the way I feel Am I confused?
Like an addict hooked on morphine I found something that turned me into a phene Had I controlled my doses at the beginning I wouldn’t be sitting here crying Searching for a way to escape this state of contradiction That has caused a separation Between my mind body and soul Will I be ok? 
