  So lately I have been talking to and reading a lot of emails and sites from people who are thinking about, wanting, desiring or actually getting married and having babies.
It seems to be a little overwhelming, EVERYONE lately has "love" on their mind. I realize as I am writing this, that possibly I, too, have it on my mind, I just don't seem to vocalize it like a lot of people these days. I think this is for several reasons. #1) at this point in my life, it is not an option available to me, so why dwell on it and talk about it when it's not going to happen right now? That would just be feeding my emotions. #2) I have trust issues and I am afraid to let people really know how I am feeling and what is going on in my mind.
#3) I assume no one cares.... I don't know, maybe I have issues..... I do think about getting married, what it would be like, having kids, a family, working for God together, growing old together....I guess everyone thinks about that, but for some reason I have noticed it's been vocalized a lot more lately from EVERYONE....it must be that time of year. 
