  i started writing this blog earlier today. it was all about human relationships and buddhist philosophy, if you can believe it.
some maudlin bullshit about how we depend on other people to make us happy, when we should really look within ourselves to find peace. can all that noise. i'm in a bad mood today. it's humid as all hell, my hair looks like a brillo pad dipped in animal fat, and i have a splitting headache. i have to decide between being a good friend to my roommate and going home to wait for her boyfriend to get in from scotland OR being a good friend to someone at work and going to a doctors without borders lecture.
i pretty much lose either way b/c i'm not in the state of mind to be social tonight at all. all i really want to do is go to my room and cry. it's a crying kind of day. 
