  I am all settled in to my new house. YES it is a house. Guess who I am living with, just take a guess.
Bet you will never know. She is fucking awesome and is in the know about everything. Thank you for the elephant foot, thank you for your stupid clothes. Shall I throw them away? Where is my Pyrex cooking set? Where are my wine glasses, where are my curtains, where is my surround sound system? Had to take what wasn't yours? Needed to be reminded of me everytime you walk into your house?
Cool for me, I know that you need something to clutch on, don't you? I replaced most of it now and the shit I have is better and not tainted with your touch. I have officially started over. Looks like you made some people mad, what else is new? It is ok though, cause you know like I know. It is like you said and I hope that you do not mind if I quote you. "Once they get to know who you really are, they will run, run, run, just like I did" Can't we say the same about eachother? Funny thing about me though. The people that ran from me have come back. Everyone except you, who I am working hard on having you never find me again.
Read up though, cause this is what you have now to comfort you. I hope that the drugs and alcohol start to treat you better cause you have been clinging on like they are your best friend. After they are done with you, that is the only friend you will have at the bottom. Ciao..... 
