  Ok, so it seems that I am getting some shit from some angry family. First and foremost, I am not still fucking my ex. Secondly, I am not going to console anyone from that family when shit gets rough. Ok with that said, let me say some more. Yeah I am a bit spirtual, in more ways then one. Some would like to call it witch craft, some call it a fucking religion.
A legal religion. I am not a crazy fucking witch, I am a Jewish woman who is interested in a lot of other avenues of sprituality. Get over it and broaded your minds. I go to church/temple and pray too. I loved Anthony and I never did anything to hurt him. As a matter of fact when I worked for Guess, I would bring home tons of clothes for him and his little brother.
I always wanted to make sure that they had nice things and had a healthy relationship with their uncle. I was the one that pushed for Mike to have Anthony over and spend time with him, being a male figure in his life other then his grandfather. I may not have got along with Michelle, Mike's sister, but I always said that she was a wonderful mother to her children and I wish that we could have been on better terms. Nothing that I would have ever admitted to her, but I always spoke with Jenny, Mike's other sister, about it. I never asked for credit, I neve apologized for my actions and I never kissed ass. I hear the Jenny is pregnant, I feel happy for her. Should I be happy? I hope that she is happy. What I did in September of 2003 when Mike beat me and threw me out of the house half undressed was deserved. It is great that his family was there for him but how can Michelle point a finger at me and say in the same sentance that she was beat by him too.
She knows what he is about, he never changed in life. He just took out his agression on me then, not them. He was arrested for beating his girlfriend. Mike has problems. I had problems when I was with him. I own that part of my life. I am getting better with help from a Domestic Violence counselor who is teaching me things about being in an unhealthy relationship for the last 3 years.
Do not fault me for making mistakes. All I ever did was love him to the best of my ability. I hear that Mike is on a lot of drugs now, perhaps it is not the best time for him to be acting as an uncle. He means well though and loves the shit out of that kid. I loved the shit out of that kid. Everyone loves the shit out of that kid. Except his dad. That is reality, but people need to not speak that to the 8 year old child. Love him, treat him well and protect him for the harsh reality of his life.
At least while he is young, he should be allowed to be young and innocent. Not subjected to anger and drug dilluted minds. About the hooker shit, the cunt shit and the crazy psycho shit.....that is more mud slinging and I will not dignify peoples angry, violent rants with a response. Get on with your life and stop including me in this ugly melting pot of anger within your entire family. I hated being involved then and I hate it now. 
