  Well I've decided to split my blogs. Here is where the saucy shit will be though. Lucky you if there is anyone reading ;) Today will be interesting.
It might suck, it might be awesome and freeing, but either one it will be interesting. My ex and I are goin to have a lil convo and I KNOW its probably gonna suck. I've had issue with her for a while now and it's finally come to a head. Basically the story goes we dated for 2 years.
Much like other relationships it was awesome for a long while...the last 6 months or so were increasingly bitter until we decided to call it quits else we lose everything. We did the friends thing and obviously much like many other relationships we cont'd to have sex for a few months after the breakup. That eventually ceased which was fine. The one thing that didnt stop was the bitter arguments. We still have good times but the bad times just outweigh them in mind as of late. I know she won't dig this but thats the good thing about being single. You dont have to ask permission anymore. This is strictly for my own personal sanity. I personally feel that she treats me like shit, but of course thats everyone's excuse.
I don't really care who's fault it is anymore all I care about is not feeling like shit anymore and not being depressed. It's been 6 months since we broke up and I've not really felt good about her or myself in much longer than that. Other things in my life have been working out nicely which has helped to offset the shit, but I'm tired of tryin to counterbalance shit. I just wanna be happy. This is gonna really sting. For a long time. I'll let you know how things turn out. 
