  ive ahted him and ivethot that he raped me but now im thinking it was someone else...and then i falsaly accused him..woudl he ever forgive me? anywyas todya i found out that he wanted me to know that he loved and misssed me... it sscared me and it made me flip out ...i was like flipping out for an hour on the verge of tears and pulling at my hair what if it was like what i used to think, what H thinks, what if M did it...it would make much more sense to ME adn im the one whos supposed to know right? and H would know to since it was ehr also ...and...ok ...freak out mode.. 
