  It's raining! How wonderful... You should smell this breeze coming in off the front porch... And hear the mourning doves.... Its a beautiful morning...
I have 5 nights down, only two more to go before a night off from work... I am exhausted, but if I can just make it two more nights....LOL....
I have been thinking about taking a second job... But I don't know how I would ever hold up with even less sleep.... Ah well, such is life.... ~*~*~*~ When you meet someone online, you get to know them totally on the merit of their personality... And a lot of times you don't know what they look like, so you can't "prejudge" them... I just finally got a picture of someone I have been talking to for a little while, and I was amazed... He doesn't look anything like I pictured... He does look very nice, though... And I already was coming to that conclusion....LOL...
But not the sort of man I would have&nbsp;thought that I would have had much in common with....&nbsp;its funny how personalities don't always fit people's looks...Although my friend, who can "see" things (sort of psychic if you will...) &nbsp;has told me that she sees me with an older "suit" guy... Which fits this man's description....Hmmmm... I don't have a pic online (yet) but I will soon...
But I won't put it where just anyone can see it just because I want people to get to know me through my personality that shows in my words... And by learning about my life... Before they see my face... I actually don't have much in the way of "confidence" in my looks... Although I have had men tell me I am beautiful (and&nbsp; a few women also) I don't think so... But I am confident in my personality and intelligence... Is that arrogance? Or is arrogance just being over-confident based on your own looks? I had thought that I wanted a new relationship, but then why does the thought of a new relationship scare the hell out of me, make me want to run and hide???
Seems the only one I can't quite figure out is myself....LOL 
