  Sorry i haven't wrote.. Oh well.. anyways, im not in the best of moods. Maybe writing about it will help it. Im tired of everyone being on my case about crap. Its always my fault that something has happened or im not good enough. I feel like im unwanted. Like who cares i mean really, And im at my breaking point where i don't think i can take any more of this shiz.. Its too much to handle and i've been trying so hard not to let things show and im trying to cope with everything and i've been doing this for forever and i can't take much more anymore. I feel like screaming.. just yelling and maybe that will get the point across that im tired of being accused and told what to do and how im suppose to live my life. Everyone has these expectations of me and i have to impress everyone. Its like im living in this big fat friggen lie.
Because thats not who i want to be. I want to be me. Its everywhere i go i think im subjected to act a certian way and if i don't then everyone looks down on me. Whatever, i quit.. im calling it quits .. i can't take it anymore. i quit 
