  i miss her a lot.  I know i shouldnt miss her,  they why am i having these wierd feelings ?  Life seems empty when i dont hear from her.
 I wish i could catch a plane and go meet her .  i cant seem to concentrate on anything else .  keep blaming god .  but does he really exist?  If he does does he really care ?  Artist:  Blink- 182 Song:  I Miss You Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head ( I miss you miss you)  I miss you ( miss you miss you)  I got locked out of my room today ,
 had to cycle twice in the rain to the accommodation office to go get the right set of keys. I go have a shower and when i get back up the door's locked.  blasted luck .  i guess i was lucky cos i still had a set of tracks and a T, i could atleast go out and i didnt have to ask Lisa.  Lisa is still being a bitch .  Think a lot about C,  wish she's ok . I wish that she calls /
 leaves offliners more often ,  i guess she wont understand the way i feel about her,  even if she did,  she'd have to love me .  keep having this thought of free well in my head from Bruce Almighty why must i be the one to miss her ?  why me ?
 Artist:
 Sugarcult Song:  Memory This may never start We could fall apart And I'd be your memory Lost your sense of fear Feelings insincere Can I be your memory So get back,  back,  back to where we lasted Just like I imagine I could never feel this way So get back,  back,
 back to the disaster My heart's beating faster Holding on to feel the same Artist:  Simple Plan Song:  I'd Do Anything Another day is goin by im thinkin about you All the time but your out there and im here waiting And wrote this letter in my head cuz so many things were left unsaid but now your gone and i cant think straight This could be the one last chance To make you understand I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms to try to make you laugh somehow i cant put you in the past i'd do anything just to fall asleep with you will you remember me?
 cuz i know i wont forget you 
