  Hi. So yesterday was a bad evening because of my brother. Today a woman who I've worked with for the past year left the Firm I work for.
It was too sad. I don't connect with allot of people and as evil and bitchy and manipulative as she tended to be she still had something about her that was great and she liked me and I liked her. I loved her vicious ways and I'll miss her blow by blow accounts of our bosses failures and co-workers shortcomings.
Its just that I know that deep down inside she's a sensitive woman and she truly didn't mean any of the trash talking (okay, she probably meant a lot of it, but still I believe most of the anger was an exaggeration), she did it to hide her soft marshmallow center. So, I was sad all of today. Also, she and I are obsessed over romance novels. That was our main link to each other.
We bonded over Christine Feehan and Pamela Morsi. We'd critique romance novels like we worked for the New York Times and were discussing Angela's Ashes or works of Shakespeare. She usually wears way too much eyeshadow in shades of violet and green and black and her red dress and red high heeled stripper pumps clash with her big red hair. Can you believe I don't remember what she wore today. I think something blue. Maybe in her honor on Monday, I will wear dark grey eyeshadow from my eyelid to my eyebrow. I'll let you know if I do something like that. But I will do something in her honor...yes indeed...maybe I will wear stripper shoes and walk around the office real slow like she did...swaying my hips and every so often I'll stop and give someone a nice, sensual, "fuck you" look.
Rock on, baby! No one can touch you. You leave a room and everyone remembers where you stood and what you said and they hate you for it and you don't care because you're shoes lift you up above it all. You come back and you walk all over them with your mouth. Yeah!! You are the greatest and you taught me allot and yes, I will honor you on Monday. Well, take care dear web surfer dude. Are you really out there? Don't answer that. I don't know what I would say if people started commenting on my entries.
It would be a shock and I swear I would topple down from the stripper shoes I plan on wearing to work on Monday. Remember:Black eyeshadow can be intimidating so enjoy wearing it and yes, I think its okay to revel in your power as long as you don't do it everyday. All things in moderation. December Blue. 
