  i remember having this dream or nightmare... or wetdream when i was still in grade school. i was maybe 6 or 7 then. let me tell you that this was the time i got to watch my first porn flicks by sneaking into the living room late at night while my parents were up and about... doing the icky stuff (ulkkkk! ) this was also the time when i saw my first Penthouse and Playboy issues on the drawer of my mom's employee.
'getting all hooky with a brand new massager toy i used to stash inside my jock while browsing. man, it was heaven. ---- i was conscious of myself that night - peering through doors... landing several flights down into a den completely lacking maintenance. it was filled with grime and cobwebs. what unfolded was an intricate design of a madman's laboratory. it was decorated with aspects of a sterotypical lair - cold mist, bubbling brews of green and blue, glassware and antiquities. the smell of fear filled the air. the sight of a woman pinned down, on the metallic surface of what looked like an examining table, gave my heart a loud thump of excitement and dread. she was naked... or maybe i stripped her naked with my mind. she was flawless, with smooth and milky skin and plump womanly assets that complimented her facial beauty.
the excitement was building inside me... whether it was adrenaline or testosterone, i didn't give a shit. i drew myself closer... practically exposing myself to the scene. the frailty of my childish limbs made me feel disgusted as the figure of a full-grown man approached the victim. he was not handsomely dressed. but he wore a masculine long-sleeves over his jeans. he looked fit and strong... but naturally built and proportionate. with stealth and seduction, he crept over the woman. the man lifted his right thigh over the table and supported his weight with his left arm on the side.
he unlatched his belt and unzipped his fly. i watched ever so closely as he took out his hard dick and pushed it inside her. the expression on his face i can never forget. it was like he's forgotten his surroundings. his mind seemed filled with white glow. he danced... suave while she surrendered her body to the rush that filled her. unattached yet wanting - he finished off inside her. then i woke up. jacked myself off against the bathroom wall... sat down - stupefied, i looked. 
