  I sat down and thought for a while this afternoon. I tried to think about everything about myself that I actually like... and you know what?
I was left completely thoughtless. Every thing that came to mind was a flaw. There is nothing right with me personality wise. I'm a prick who cares about only himself. It's a rarity that I put anyone else's needs over my own. If the amount of an asshole a person was determined their social status, I'd rule the world. I loathe everything that I am.
I can't even keep one simple promise to Crys. I told her I wouldn't hit anything anymore, and I've been beating the shit out of myself all day. Fucking retard I am. I deserve it. Anyway, I'm going to huddle in a corner or play in traffic or something. Mood: Depressed beyond belief. I make goths look uppity. Currently Playing: Impaled Nazarine - The Endless War 
