  I know that I should've said something before but I just couldn't...I sat there and was an evil bitch to you but in that email, I never said how it felt like my heart had been plucked out from my ribs.
I just let you get away and I want you back, but you wont and so I'm just sitting here feeling sorry for myself...no, that isnt the word to describe. And I know that I was the one who broke up with you but I thought that if you broke up with someone, the feelings would just go away. But they havent. And, I know that you dont believe me but I did say that I'd never say I loved someone unless I meant it and oh god...I mean it.
And yeah....we really need to meet up and talk asap or sometihng....I dont give a fuck. And I need to go now (cant explain why but if you find Kat, you'll find out. ) 
