  I really don't want to post right now. That's a first. I usually want to spill everything out on the floor, but tonight...my feelings are so jumbled, I don't know even what to write, My feelings toward someone was torn between another person tonight. The person who broke my heart? Or the one whose heart I broke? Maybe some people are right. Maybe I'm just horny. Lord knows I have a hard time containing my emotions...but... No. I refuse to believe that. I'm meant for so much more. I'm human. But that doesn't make me without control. It's time I start thinking before I speak. It's time I start planning before I execute. It's time to mend broken hearts and protect newly-sown ones. 
