  In case you don't know this about me already, I love movies! Even more so I love going to the movies.&nbsp; I have gone to 10 movies so far this summer with 6 more on my must see list.&nbsp; I often go alone and to honest prefer going alone.&nbsp; It is my escape.
I can go into this big, dark room and shut out the rest of the world.&nbsp; I will see anything because I get lost in movies like people get lost in books.&nbsp; Every realistic and documentaries are an escape for me.&nbsp; A movie can help me express emotions that I suppress because of the fear I have of burdening the world with me and my complex bag.&nbsp;&nbsp; I have been in a funk the last few days, well honestly the last few months. I find it harder and harder to keep the cheery and often optimistic attitude that has become my calling card.&nbsp; I honestly can sometimes feel myself slipping so I use the movies as a way to run away from my own harsh realities and live in someone else's world for a few hours.
There I can be the dashingly handsome man who fights for love without rolling over and surrendering.&nbsp; The man who dares to live out his wildest dreams. I can be in action packed movie or unrealistic movie where issues of our day to day life do not exist.&nbsp; In movies, the poor man can succeed, love conquers all and evil is always overpowered by good. 
