  We've heard of Drama Queens. we all know at least one. Guess What?  MEN can be very dramatic too.  Sean has officially fallen from grace ( he realized that he is not ready for the reality/
responsibility that comes with love)  and instead of dealing with it or taking responsibility for it. he cried about it.  I sound like a brat for saying something bad about him for crying. do not misunderstand my discontent.  Tears are wonderful,
 they are an emotional release.  However,  they can also be used to manipulate other people's feelings.  Interesting role reversal.  Men usually are the ones that get frustrated with women for using tears to get what they want.  I went to visit Sean this weekend.
and it sucked.  He is " torn"  . sure he is.  He is the one that hunted me down (
after 2 years)  and made every effort to reconnect with me.  My theory:  he wanted me to be a challenge. to still harbor bitterness from our break up ( 3 years ago)
and for him to leave feeling better that " he got to see me at least one more time"  and then to use those emotions to write more good " my girl doesn't want me"  love songs.  What really happened:
 He found me,  I questioned him,  I finally and let myself " go with it,  we both realized that we desperately loved each other,  he realized that he would have to "
grow up"  if he wanted to love me the way that he WANTS to love me. AND HE CAN'T HANDLE IT.  Reminds me of Jack Nicholson in A Few Good Men " You can't handle the truth"  My world was rocked and now it is back to normal.
 I have greatly enjoyed my new found happiness with myself and he can't change that. I won't let him.  I love the life that I have made for myself and if he can't handle it. then it is his loss.  I was myself with him,  I was sweet,
 sassy,  fun,  annoying. everything.  I could have done nothing different.  I am at peace with it.
 being the drama king that he is. I know it isn't over,  he'll have to resurface and take another bow ( so to speak)
