  First, drunk dialing might not be so bad. I called the boy, his name is Sean by the way, and he returned my call on Sunday. The first time we heard each others' voices we both were breathless/speechless. We talked on the phone last night for 3 hours and it was simply amazing.
I never realized how great he was...I knew he was great (I'll have to journal the whole story later), but I think I was either too immature or too much of a hard ass cynic to realize how fabulous he is. He asked me to move back to B/CS last night...I can't even remember all of the things that he was saying to me...he even said that he hoped that he was not making me uncomfortable. I thought to myself "if not being able to breathe is uncomfortable then I like not being comfortable" He actually swept me off of my feet with just words. This is very frightening... How in the hell am I going to "protect" myself when he makes me melt like butter. Good Lord, I haven't even seen him yet. Last time we "dated" he ran from me b/c I was an "older" woman.
He is 24 and I am 26...I HATE DATING YOUNGER MEN but I could careless if he was 5 years younger and his skin color was purple... He is rocking the hell out of my world, and I'm lovin' it...I am also so terrified that he is going to say, "ahhh, not so much" again. I need to not play hard to get, but I also don't need to be too honest with my emotions yet. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, HOW TO FEEL, WHAT TO SAY....
This song was on CMTs greatest love songs list this weekend...it is way to perfect for how I think about him...and the crazy thing is I think it would make him think about me too (he is the one that contacted me after all! ) How is it that our lives can change so quickly and seamlessly with one simple email? ALWAYS ON MY MIND (Elvis Presley) Maybe I didn't love you quite as good as I should have, Maybe I didn't hold you quite as often as I could have, Little things I should have said and done, I just never took the time. You were always on my mind, You were always on my mind. Maybe I didn't hold you all those lonely, lonely times, And I guess I never told you, I'm so happy that you're mine, If I made you feel second best, I'm sorry, I was blind. You were always on my mind, You were always on my mind, Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died, Give me, give me one more chance to keep you satisfied, If I made you feel second best, I'm sorry, I was blind. You were always on my mind, You were always on my mind. 
