  okey so im kinda bored now. always havin to prepare and finish my nlevel coursewerk. duh. n i always tell kat to do the courswerk together bt den wen i ask her she says dat she had done part of it whithout tellin me. duh. now i hav to crack up and rush to do it coz its due diz tuesday.
oh my god! wen i ask kat why she nvr remind me she said she already does bt i noe she doesnt! well, i stil hav half of em to do and its loadz of em and kat says shell wait i finish half of it and we can continue to do it together. damn shes really nice now lol. well juz takin a break now and surfin d web hehehehe.
im lookin 4 jeff beisel pix but wit vain. he d fear factor champion for hmm i dunnoe which episode bt hes so cute n cool. i like him. p well i gt news frm my mum dat my fav cousin! razali which i called him jali is comin out frm d DRC( drug rehabiliation centre)
yay! thunmb up! hell b release diz december. i really really miss him. wonder how he look like now. hes d coolest cousin i ever had.
eventhough im kinda ugly and fat he was still nt ashamned to walk wit me around and he love buyin me stuffs. hes cool. bt dunnow how he gt into d drugs thing. bt i think bcoz of peer influnce coz he werk as a dj in a club. so i think d distribution of drugs in clubs is big so i think he was influenced. well everybody makes mistake.
i really wanna see him. its been 6 years since ive lasts seen him. wow 6 long years. i gt loadz of things to tell him 4 d pasts 6 years dats happenin in my life. about kat, fiz and raz.
and i wanna stories about hows life in d DRC. i heard its harsh, he also had a band form while in d DRC called cabin crews. his songs were kool. i heard it wen my aunt bought a copy of it at a DRC day or wat it is. his songs rawks!
well i cant wait for december to come. bt seriously im scared dat wen he meet me again. who knows he was a diff man now and hmm ashamed to treat me as his nephew again. bt i reallly dun wan dat to happen coz hes d collest cousin ever! he rawks! all my other cousins are d ones where dey r ashamed to aknowledge me as their nephew bcoz of my looks.
dammit ryte? dats why i i realy dun wan jali to change. hes d coolest cousin ever! all d best jali n try nt to go to d DRC again. 6 years already ur in and out of dat place. be kool!
okey im thrilled. well im a lil bit nervous now coz diz cumin wednesday is my nlevel oral. im scared! raz is on d tuesday wit kat. im damn scared. imagine how will i be?
hmm pray hard. im scared juz d think of it makes me pee. lolz. okey my sis actually noe about my crush on raz dammit! she reads my diary.  stupid her.
she knows ive been havin d torch on raz 4 d pasts 7 years. dammit. wahk she says 7 years is way to long bt i think so too lol. i met him wen i was 9 yrs old. den on pri 4 we went diff class bt same skool. n pri6 diss class bt still same skool.
n we went to diff sec skool in sec 1 and 2 bt meet again in sec 3 wit same skool diff class lol. d most memorable thing i hav wit him dat i cant foget is wen we accidently wore d same exact colour clothes durin d racial harmony day. n as we were sittin together at dat tije. my teacher always tease us bt we make no notice of it. lolz. i act like i dun care wen actually deep down imt hrilled and happy bt i think he dislikes it coz on d folowin year of racial harmony day he never wore a racial harmony clothes bt juz a skool clothes i guess he never wanna wore d same colour clothes as me again :
 bt now i strongly thinks he dislikes me lolz. well its okey as long as please don ignore me. please talk to me again. please. love u raz. lolz.
