  Aureas: of physical and mental excellences or attractions, golden, beautiful, splendid In case anyone was wondering what my username means. I've been listening to a band called The Notwist a lot lately. The CD is called Neon Golden. It urlLink www.notwist.com Here is an article which tells explains why being a vegetarian appeals to me.
urlLink http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/ap/20040615/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/french_fries_vegetables_1 Something about french fries being a considered a fresh vegetable by the USDA. I admit I'm slipping on the veggie boy front. I just eat lots of pasta and cheese which is probably not good for me anyway. Plus my roomate gave up, and it's hard when he cooks some moroccan kabob's with sausage or something to resist. This weekend will be busy. First there is 12 hours of work on Saturday. Followed by a party in Lakeway that night. I am going to church on sunday with my grandfather for fathers day. We shall be going to this church that's about a 2 hour drive from here, so I'm leaving at a wonderful 8am. I'm adjusted to working a day shift schedule again slowly. I like working nights much better. I was brought to days to bring "rigor and leadership" is what my manager said. I did get a little raise out of it, and I keep my night shift bonus for two months or so. I'm working on a master plan to get me back on nights, I'll keep you posted. I'm spend a lot of time trying to figure myself out.
The place I'm at right now is interesting. I spent a period of time weeding out friends who weren't right for me. Now I wonder what I should do about the friends who I'm not right for. By my nature, I'm not an extremely positive individual. For those who can't handle that, I see myself bringing them down. I have given much thought recently about relationships and what I want at this point in life.
I don't want only those people who comfort me. I want to be challanged, but also to be allowed to be myself. I see a lot of hiding behing masks, being who you aren't just for the company. I don't seek love or a lover. I don't seek sex or affection. I seek only companionship, people to challenge me and help me grow. I need to get showered and cleaned. Cheers 
