  no sleep.  again.  it is hard to cop a few zzz's when you have people busting into your home at 12: 30 A. M.  in a frenzy after getting into a fight at the Fireside .
 your roommate fighting with his girlfriend that doesn't technically live here until 3 A. M.  the other roommate making the infamous sneak- in at 5: 40 A. M.
 and a phantom cell phone going off in constant spurts from who-  knows -  where spread out within the hour between 6: 50 A. M.  until 8:
30.  i admitted defeat at 10: 30 A. M.  and wandered down the stairs that caused the girlfriend to shut off the living room television and leave .  i figured i would be done with these kinds of dramatics when i was 17 .
 19 at the latest after moving out of iowa city and deciding that the university of iowa was not the place to be at that moment in time.  and,  i was writing in tempestuous need over these events that got lost when this damn laptop decided to freeze .  the lack of sleep,  shot nerves and elevated circulatory system from my asshole habit of the amount of coffee i consume only escalated further into furious mania.  an hour and a half lost to this piece of shit getting constipated !
 i really don't wish to be in my own company. i can only imagine everyone else's handling on my present attitude.  i am astounded that our government " decided"  to pull a move as petty as giving Iraq over a whoppin' two days ahead of schedule.  it's like a jerk-
off guy taggin' a bunch of chicks at once,  proclaiming monogamy and not using protection.  after a few months of this,  he is forced to admit some of his fault in order to decode who inflicted him with whatever STD or incurable blood pathogen he successfully contracted while boning the masses in seemingly methodical surreptitiousness.  and NOW ,  he decides that he MUST use a rubber in order to prevent any further damage in order to still get his rocks off.
 who cares if he lied?  who cares if he is being a " good"  boy now?  two days ,  my ass.
 the damage has long been done.  and Bush doesn't anticipate pulling our 140, 000 some- odd troops out anytime soon.  it's like Britain's attempt 80 years ago to aid in governing Iraq.  yes.
 the record of history is on a periodical skip.  i urge y'all to scope this site i was tipped off on:  urlLink www. votingwiththeunderground. org quit bitching and take action.  after group rehearsal in the tundra that is Superior Street ,
 the vocalist for American Motherload asking about yours truly,  ( it's the tattoos.  aaaawww .  how predictable )  my cherry was burst with the introduction to "
The Broadway Project"  i am always in search for new sounds that can detatch me from current headaches.  and this took me to a whole new zone .  after this instigated enlightenment from joe axis,  ( the man with a million books and severely extensive music library)
 i MUST pass word about this felicitous solo experiment from Britain.  can't keep everything furtive. especially when it's as good as this exposure was for me last evening.  with joe being friends with the man responsible for The Broadway Project ,  i may get the chance to indulge in witnessing him perform live .  hopefully my introduction won't instill me to weaken into an over-
exuberant zealot.  it's just great music is a challenge to ascertain anymore.  i tend to get over- the- top in enthusiasm sometimes.  damn it.
 my coffee mug is empty.  "  OBSEQUIOUS:  excessively respectful,  servile,  unpleasantly complimentary;
 A. K. A.  oleaginous;  supporters of Bush.
