  I'm hooked on Melissa Auf Der Maur's 'Followed The Waves'. I just can't seem to get enough of that song. Maybe it's time for me to shuffle someone's deck clean... So many things spinning in my head today that I can't seem to get a grip on any of them to verbalize it. I cried last night. Sometimes it helps to cry. My best friend is still moving away. I may cry everyday until he is gone. I have to send myself emails to remind me of things. Like "send your dad his father's day card". I can't remember a damn thing anymore. The world is vampire.... 
