  i can't believe it. this is the last week of the school holidays, and guess what. I don't think i even finished half of my revision at all. I have been living in dillusionment. I can't believe it. The rest of the week is spent on Red Cross camp, cell outing and i'm gonna pray that i'd finish my whole chem syllabus the last week too.
Not forgetting readign all the lit stuff and the remaining homework. I hope i will accomplish that. I'd probably only finish my revision in..mid July if fortunate. There's no point droning away anyway. No more going out[even with parents] food will be delivered to my roomdoor. No more watching tv.
and no more computer unless really neccessary or under my rest time. restrictions. restrictions. did i say i could be contained? Hang on. ps.
don't call me YING. i totally detest people calling me YING. yuck. if you really must, isn't Min nicer to call? i crawled away from You. Now i'm crawling back.
Seeking Your awesome presence once again. I want to feel You, know You, touch You Oh Lord, fill me with Your Spirit once again. That I may hunger for You. OH God, my spirit is willing but my flesh is weak. I am weak, but You are strong. Carry Me in Your Awesome splendour. 
