  And once again the cycle begins to move.&nbsp; Brittany and I are talking and she is really crazy about me.&nbsp; Lisa&nbsp;has my hat still and I haven't even spoken to her yet on the phone.&nbsp; And I work with Tanya, she's playin hard to get.
Brittany wants to be with me and she's great, but I really need to date for a little while before I commit to anything.&nbsp; I think that's best right now.&nbsp; I don't want to hurt Brit, but that's the decision I've made and I'm stickin to it. I haven't called Elizabeth in a while because I don't know when she works and usually by the time I wake up in the afternoon she's gone.&nbsp; I haven't updated in a while because of work and being social.
I stayed out all night last night with Terrell chillin.&nbsp; My Grandma freaked and Mom called my PO and I'm waiting on my Grandpa to get back with the drug test.&nbsp; Even though I know I'm gonna pass I still get nervous.
I kinda lost Tanya's number at some point last night and I can't call her like I told her I would.&nbsp; I guess I'll go see her at work tonight,&nbsp;even though I don't work,&nbsp;and tell her what happened so she doesn't think I'm totally unreliable.&nbsp; I was supposed to give her a ride Monday morning and I fell asleep.&nbsp; I feel like I'm gonna ruin something before I have it. Maybe Brit will read this and be upset, but there's nothing I can do about that.&nbsp; This&nbsp;is what I'm gonna do for right now and that's that. Holla, Lil' Ninja 
