  Haiz.  I didnt turn up for work today. there are a few reasons for me doing so.  1)  I havent completed my homework. n reading up of my lectures.
 2)  My Mum dont think i can cope with everything-  meaning;  my sch work n working life. n wanted me to rest well b4 the coming week. first week of sch was kind of tiring for me)
 3)  The duty supervisor.  ( i d rather not mention her name. lets call her R) She s a useless supervisor i must say.
As u all know. ive been bullied v badly by two old witches,  she has nvr told them off or anything neither has she showed any signs of standing by me. she knows very well whos in the wrong n whos in the right. n all she does is to try to please them. What the heck manz.
 Just the other time. last week rather. last Saturday to b exact. One of the old witches. the older one kept picking on me. i tried v hard to control my anger .
Ive nvr showed my temper till that day. I really wanted to blast her off. but wat held me back was that I didnt want my fren. the supervisor to b in a spot, n i witheld my " blow up"
 My fren didnt try to calm me down watsoever. instead she kept showing the " caught in the middle "  kind of look. it really made me angry. n not just that,
 when the old witches told her rubbish abt me. she didnt defend me. n she even agreed to please them.  Wat happened was that for the first time in my working there. I slammed things . cos i couldnt scold them,
 neither could i " throw"  things in their face to shut them up. guess thats the only way i could have retaliated back. The old foxy hag of a witch tried to come as close as possible to accuse me of hurting her when i slammed things,  that was wat happened to my fren.
haha,  i wasnt so silly manz. when i slammed things,  and she came near i siamed straight away.  I thought if this kind of lem bei supervisor dont do anything ,  then wats the point of me working there.
Even i tried v hard to control my temper. she still gave me that kind of look n try so hard to please them.  Wat if i blew up? wouldnt the situation b worse?  N perhaps, who knows i might lose a fren in the process.
 I really wonder y nobody said anything or told these witches off!  No one can stand them. heard they quarreled a few times with other collegues.  So. the whole day,  i tried studying.
but couldnt study much as i didnt understand much of the lectures.  Then,  my collegue cum fren Yin Xin called me. n asked if i wanted to join her to buy a bag for sch purposes. as i needed one too. i joined her.
n subsequently we met up with Adam. another fren. He told me that R was fed up with me.  Haiz. guess another " war"
 is brewing in the process.  She,  Miss R is also interested in Mr L. the guy i like.  Guess she has some kind of an excuse to complain abt me. not being cooperative etc.
