  omg.  saw vannie in school.  hahahahhahahhahahahahhahahahah so funnie!  because i didnt expect him there.  :  yanto(
aka yani)  saw him too.  :  missing him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.  yanto say he gd looking.  *
smiles.  anyway,  really wish he wld see me this tues.  i hope his feelings are still the same.  for me.  so sad sia.
 he like dont give two shits abt me!  but i love him sia.  alot some more.  dunno la huh?  i bet he likes someone else.  :
 NO LA. HE LOVES ME LA.  HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME AND ONLY ME!  :  hopefully!  then today night study,
 saw two couples .  my heart sored sia.  and yani's new boyfren nabil.  touched her today.  he is from the next class 5nB.  ok la .
 he is sweet.  :  but vannie the best!  i want vannie back.  haaiya.  prolly if we hang out on tues day also,
 nth much.  i bet he cannot make it.  pls la nvr meet him sooooooooo long sia.  i feel like hugging him sia. when i see him in sch.  tt's y i TRY not to look at him.
 but really cant help it.  i love him sososososoosososososoosososososososososososoosososososoosososososoos much.  no words can describe it.  i feel like kissing him.  and.  nvm.
 hehehhheheheh nowadays getting kinky!  hehehe :  but i truly love him sia.  i am waiting for him sia.  as in will always wait.  when i think of husky i think him.
 when i think of marrying i think him.  when i think sex i think him,  when i think boxers i think him,  when i think aaloo gobi i think him.  every thing is HIM la ok?  i love him.
 vanan.  u are mine !  i am so sick and crazy sia.  ya to myself only.  in front of others.  i am normal.
 hehehe i pretend i am ok.  but it hurts everyday,  every minute,  every second.  arggg!  but i THINK i am ok.
 * tears*  signing off:  princess sara.
