  Today Yanda released me on an aeroplane! Haha. He said wanted to meet me for main service etc but when I called him at 910am, he's just awake. Ya..then I went alone. :| But it was really a great feeling!!! I felt so refreshed and reassured by Him.
The sermon by pastor Rony was the answers to my doubts and questions. It was about patience and obedience. I realise that no matter what happen, we should continue to have the faith in Him and wait patiently, just like Noah waited 120 years and etc. Also, we need to do things which are within our capacity to improve our spiritual walk. He wants us to get going FIRST, then He will reveal to us more. Pastor Rony mentioned about Samson who was never forgotten by God.
And this applies to us too. Hebrews 11:6. Besides that, the speedlight's sermon also enlightened me. It checked what my focus was and is in the music ministry; whether I was playing for God or myself. Well, I learnt that we have to be humble and just serve Him whole-heartedly. As a drummer, it is very easy to play for self-glory and impress upon others.
God doesn't want such people in the ministry! Like what Weixiong and Joel have said, we are the frontline people who are to minister to them, not to impress them with our skills. Therefore, it's imperative to keep our focus and motive right and pray more fervently. The strong bonds between each other in the ministtry are equally important too. I really thank God for these brothers. :) Oh ya Joel!
Thanks for your concern and encouragement! You're such a great blessing from Him! :D HAha. Today actually wanted to study after pract, but was just so tempted to go makan with the gang! Honestly, I had a great time with them, although I always kena suaned like siao!! :( They always bully me.
Big size is a hinderance I guess. :P After the practice, the headaches Came back strong! I could feel somthing is pounding on my head! It has been like this for weeks! HOpefully it will be gone when school reopens. I just felt like stop what I was doing just now and take a rest.
Even now as I'm typing, the pain is still there! Celeste said, 'being humble is where u know that u are weak and nothing when u are before the Lord. That only thru Him u can overcome, and have the strength and wisdom. So now u are in the Lord.. meaning u should know ur identity in Christ.. that you can live life exceedingly....being humble to me is more like telling the Lord.. i can't do it without You. But low self esteem is where u say u just can't do it. ' THanks cel.
YEpx. Was kinda surprised also - something 'good' happened?! Hope it doesnt turn out to bad or whatsoever. Lord, thank you for everything. Indeed, You are so faithful. Teach me to be patient and obedient to You. 
