  damn you for making me feel guilty about wanting to be with you! damn you for making me feel as if i don't understand what you are going through. you turn things around and all of a sudden i'm the bad guy. apparently noticing my different hair color is asking too much of you. apparently telling me about your day drains you too much. apparently my fears and doubts hurt your feelings but your indifference does not hurt mine. how can i get your attention? 
