  I finally did what I always wanted to do. I spoke to a therapist today. nbsp;  Her name is Ms.  Janice Packer. nbsp;  It went well and she diagnosed me with Anxiety Disorder and prescribed Xanac to me. nbsp;  Let's hope it works.  Today is the talk with Trev. nbsp;  In the beginning,  I wanted him back and my anxiety order also encouraged that. nbsp;
 Who knows what he will reveal to me today. but as the therapist said,  I am a strong woman who has endured so much.
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 If I can conquer those things,  then there is nothing he can tell me that will make me wanna die.
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 God is accompanying me on this talk,  so I know in the end I will be fine.  Details to follow.
