  I knew it would go back to this. not as terrible as it was before but it is still not good. i guess 4 or 5 days were all he could take at being nice to me. the past 2 weeks have sucked. im being ignored and rejected AGAIN. why do i keep thinking that things are going to change?? i don't know how to react to this. i am trying to ignore it and go with the flow but i am feeling desperate and lonely again. I am trying not to go back there. 
