  where am i?  im stuck inside my head im stuck with the thoughts with the feelings everything i dont want anymore i love the phone calls i love hearing a voice that called just for me i hate hearing the sound of no one there the thought of actually being alone scares the hell out of me i cant actually ever take being alone or being with someone i need someone there watching me but i need them to be far enough back to not get me paranoid i am cared for but not how i want to be cared for i am loved but too much and i dont see it i hear the phrase "
dont worry be happy"
 "
breathe"
 "
dance like no ones watching,  sing like no one is listening,  live like theres no tomorrow"  all coming from this girl this young woman who is full of promise full of hope and full of said dreams where has she gone?  shes dissapeared to a corner with her earphones and a guitar blocking the world out 
