  I don't know we are going to make it. We are just so stressed financially. Even with Paul's good job, we are just barely making it. I need a job by next week. If I don't get a job soon, I don't know what we'll do. This is just so stressful. I am praying that Paul's interview, Wednesday, goes well. It will really help us out financially. I am worried that we may have to declare bankruptcy just on the credit cards. I am so scared. I feel so irresponsible. 
