  For the past week I have ben in Maine. I can't describe it. It was good and bad all wrapped into one.&nbsp; Good to see people bad to know that its not my home anymore.
I guess maybe it never was. Maybe just a pit stop on my lifes journey. Either way it has left an impression on me. One i will never forget. Some people surprised me with their kindness, others didn't surprise me at all. Things left undone and unsaid before have now been said and done. I let go of the insucurities I had and just let life happen for a couple of days. It relieved A LOT of stress. Upon returning home this afternoon, it was raining. I love the rain. It feels wonderful on your skin. My brother has just bought a house and moved into it and my parents are still in Maine, so I came home to an emty house. A nice feeling after being with so many people over the last month. There are no sounds in the house and if I listen closely I can hear the rain.
Its good to be back. Back to reality, where I know things work out.&nbsp; I am gonna miss the 'drinking games'&nbsp; and the 'late-night talks' or me and my bottle of pucker and you with your coke and rum. (if you are reading this...it's been fun. ) yuk....I hate feeling this way. hehe 
